MMI

well hell yeah this mail been lyin on my id since long.. its been basically explaining to me how shud i get him back.. err i got one question. if i ditched him... dnt feel like talkin to him then why the fuck whud i want him back..??? n before i abuse further thinkin abt my ex lets tok of somethin better!!
this reminds me of something even more funny.. right now m in a new rel.. a few days back i had this sort of brk up n patch up.. anyways there he told me abt mmi!! yeah befor u confuse urself with mmi.. well i better explain.. its minor, major or any impulsive reason... now u wud be wonderin what it concerns.. basically if i wanna break up i can whether its a minor, major or impusive reason.. complete release without any questions.. now some wud say thats so sweet! like where wud i get a guy like that.. hell i agree...!!:)
anyways now what i m really confused abt is everytime i wanna think abt wantin to break up i remember that day when he gave me that mmi.. it was so touchin n mind u he got those puppy eyes too so its like boy ever gone thru a feeling where u feel like a complete bitch fr takin away a puppy's food when he hasn eaten fr days?? yeah thats what he makes me feel like whenevr i try distancin myself! not that me sayin i want a break up bt hell it wont be easy when it happens...
hell right now m hopin its he who finds a new chick pretty asap!! after all i got no chance.. i mean hello my coll guys are complete gays!! where will i find another guy..?? n seriously speakin kaka gettin a divorce n landin infrnt of me.. well sounds real bleak.. if its even a possibility.. n yes i will say it today with a heart heavier than stone n more... if m left with a hrt at all.. well dude m happy he is happpy with his wife.. after all i dnt go for committed guys.. ( mind u this doesn mean i will stop droolin over his pics!!)..
anyways comin to an end.. all i will say i was given another option.. i got to blow this buildin up if i wanna get out.. well i m in no hurry bt if anyone out der got any grt ideas that will nt take me behind bars do share, u knw can come in handy in future.. !!:)