a memory to cherish...

As a kid I remember writing out in slam books my most precious thing in the world.. till a few days I used to say how I am still young and hav not got it yet.. then came a time when I turned 5 got princy... people say when they have a baby..their world revolves around him.. for me, my world revolved around him or his around me never knew which one it was.. I used to get up every morning seein his face… him dropping me off near the bus stop… comin back home to his barks n sloshy tongue.. havin to wash/ take a bath (moms command.. she always had this thing abt hygiene ..) feedin my baby his food.. or if he done with it feedin extra frm my plate.. then letting him lose in the house.. ( if mom wudn be there jumpin on beds, eatin fruits (his fav) and watchin tv together..).. goin out to play with friends, comin back n throwin tantrums on takin princy out for a walk as he wud normally refuse to go out with anyone else except me.. ( sesly I remember how I used to curse him throughout.. poor guy had to do everythin in a hurry.. there was this one time when I was real angry.. as we both knew his fav stops.. well it was like he standin at his tree doin it asap and runnin to his next fav tree.. that night he didn even wait to smell the frsh air around.. I had felt so guilty afterwords..._) gosh after that we wud end up home n he wud stay up the night till the time I wud finish studying/reading novel etc etc.. there was a time when my whole family had slept off n as I had not finished my exam prep.. I had been soo scared.. guess he had known that cause he came and sat down next to me.. and stayed up whole night with me helping me prepare!!... like he didn even shut his eyes once.. I miss him everytime I study now.. try listenin to music bt somehow its nt the same.. how can it be.. anyways my night ended up with me screamin sd princy.. mom never allowed same room. He had his own room right next to mine.. gosh I miss him loads… he died at 11 years four months.. been three yrs.. for last two years been ignorin him.. I m a coward.. well this 20th Oct 09, sushant forced me to visit him.. it was unlike other times.. I didn cry or feel sad.. somehow was a little glad and happy seein his fav trees in pune.. mind u I can still point them all out.. every shrub, street light.. stone.. I dunno what I m writin this for.. all I wanna say thnks for takin me der to meet my baby.. weird how my only other precious thing made me go n meet my frst n fav of them all…..
p.s.1
a chance to see ur face again..
a chance to ask for forgiveness..
a chance to tell you how much i love you..
a chance to say will never forget u ever...
p.s. 2..
hope u liked him,... i knw u never liked strangers and were possesive but somehow i knw u wud hav not bitten him for sure..;) muah!!