friendship... sugar n spice of life...!!

i dnt even knw how to start abt this.. bein an army brat i hav actually more friends then i can bother to count! like in almost every part of country i knw someone.. bt u knw what the worst is.. hell havin so many ppl in ur life, u never tendin to get close with anyone.. every new city u make a new best friend, a new close friend, a new group... and then u leave these ppl behind.. u go away to another place.. u try stayin touch with few of ur friends bt over the years u forget them n move on with ur life.. this cycle has been on in my life for like abt 15 yrs..( i dnt remem my baby pals!)....
anyways down the years.. especially last three/four i hav been tryin to make lesser fewer friends(in vain..) bt anyways i been tryin to stay in tch with a certain few friends.. i have them again scaterred round the country.. but what makes it spl is that they care for u as much as u care for them and u knw they gonna be with u forver and evr.. hell i m sure i will be most of their brides maid at their weddings and then not to forget their baby showers..( if u thinkin my thoughts r going weird.. dnt blame me!! me been in a girls hostel fr a yr now.. n believe me i knw!!)..
bt me not here to discuss all this bt here to discuss a spl friend.. last year.. i made few real good friends.. one includes my best friend of today too ( i m hopin he will stay longer than the old ones).. weird it is bt this guy into marine and will be going sailing soon.. yeah most of u guys will think i again got a lost case.. but u knw funnily i knw he will stay in touch.. its weird bt i trust this one a lot.. wow in jus a year i hav become real close to this one.. he knws me almost inside out..( well he claims to!) ...
anyways all me got to say i knw not what lies in the future.. bt i knw i will be truthful true in my life evry year a best friend has changed.. i somehow want now my life to come to a halt! i like it as it is.. i dnt say no to new friends bt i dnt wanna lose my old friends either.. not one mind it! and fr that m willing to go all the way.. whatevr it takes!!
hell at present i m wishin for time to go slow! ( yeah normally i always m hopin it wud go faster.. i wanna grow up n all!) bt i dunno somehow next year this time seems darn bleak!!...
oh boy still i knw life is life. u got to live evryday as it comes.. and me gonna do that... after all thats what is called living life.. some good days.. some bad.. bt u live them all!!
i will end by jus sayin i miss u all .. yes u all tht i hav knwn in my life n lost.. though right now i miss my closest friends of all.. whom hav drifted away n some who will (plz dnt!)... n yeah anytime u guys need me knw one heart will always be here for u ppl!!..
p.s.( right now m chattin with another friend of mine who has actually dedicated the song like a prayer to me.. i jus want him to knw.. for all the good and bad...( bad aka embarassin for me!) well fr all those times.. i wish i cud hav u back as a normal friend.. yeah in ur words.. hav those good ol days back!..)